Before I answer your question, John, let me say I completely like what you are saying about time.

I will say that you don't have all parts fit in their right places because you are keeping some parts connected as if they are one and the same, but you did get a segment of the big picture and I love it.

I will have to tell you my version of it, and I hope you see the many similarities, albeit packaged differently.

First the setup, because the neutrons and the protons are the damaged original energy. They exist from the CMBR on outward in all directions, combining into larger structures, but with galaxies the largest framework in which connections can be assumed.

Neutrons and protons are linear because they are damaged original energy; they are like the broken toy one can still play with but without the special properties. That is, except for the positive charge of the proton that pulls in the electron from the remaining undamaged original energy. The positive charge is not special, but special enough. It makes the undamaged energy attach to the damaged energy. Not the whole of what remained undamaged is pulled in, just the electron is pulled from that larger environment into the damaged reality.

Again, and this needs to be understood well, there is no universal connection among all. The largest settings are galaxies in which we have matter and undetected original energy, connected because the electrons are in the material reality.

So, we have a collective of neutrons and protons as large of a setting as a galaxy all going in the same direction (away from where it all originated).

Time-wise, these are the simple ones, from past to future, and there is no other route for them.

The electrons, however, are straight from the original energy. They are from the toy that can still play its special trick, albeit in limited version because no larger than the galactic setting plus attached to this damaged energy.

I think I can best explain it with our needing to sleep one third of the time. While awake, our full energy is going the past-to-future track, but then we run out of energy because the electrons can only go so far. They need their rest -- make that their resetting.

Their natural state is always the Now, so the past-to-future trajectory they have to follow with the protons must get recalibrated at regular interventions.

In the undamaged realm, there is only the Now and there is therefore a full connection (in limited galactic format); there is therefore a time component, but for the undamaged energy time is not really of the essence. Yet what is of the essence for the electrons is to recalibrate from the proton trajectory it had to comply with.

Undoing the past-to-future reality and prepping for more can come across as moving future-to-past, particularly when aspects of the Now transpire in which that time setting is not of the essence (and can therefore carry parts from other trajectory segments — energies from other times).

You see, pretty similar, but different, John. I see how there are two time realities, and past-to-future is set in stone (matter), while the neutral Now is the backdrop that moves through that other time setting because it has to.

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To answer your question about structure: It is the most beautiful thing there is because it is pure. There is no lying with structure.

When I am in the yard, the plants that I consider weeds all express themselves purely as I pull them out because they are weeds to me. They are not weeds to themselves; they follow their own structure and while there is some adjustment by the individual plants or over the generations, they will ultimately express how they must express themselves to continue their paths.

I do eliminate all weeds I do not like and get my hands on. I modify some plants by pulling out the versions I do not like.

Same with origin of words, or with structures mankind established such as government. They contain a structural setup that is unique to them. There is a great variety.

No democracy on the planet does it exactly as the other. No word order exists that brings all words back to a single word. Each word carries its own truth and cannot outrun that truth all too far, but when it does it is fun to learn why it changed its meaning. With structure, I can get as close to the truth of all things as much as possible.

Structure is beautiful, and can but does not need to have an internal live spirit. The Moon spinning the Earth is not occurring because of some live reality but because of matter simply being matter, caught in a specific structure.

We live in the results, and the original can still be experienced albeit in a strange kind of direct/indirect manner while there are most certainly parts that cannot be known or can never be known in full. But it can be understood that we are living in the results and also why we are living in the results.

Thank you, John, for giving me a reply that makes me content. I really truly appreciate that.