I am a peace-loving person, Alexander. Yet Putin upset me beyond any level I found myself in, ever, and I am glad the Russian Invasion is stalling. Because of Putin, the first person I desire to die today, right now, I am also reviewing other bastards like Basher Assad. I always wanted him to be judged by an international court of justice, and while that would still make me happy, I would not mind him to die, right now, as well. I am a changed person because of Putin.

Putin truly undermined my idea of humanity, that there is ultimately good in each and every person. While I still believe that, I now take it to a different level for all those in power and deciding to murder so many civilian lives that I do not find their personal lives worth applying the higher standards for any longer.

I am sad, I lost that overall view that we should consider all humans as humans. When some humans showed themselves to be beasts beyond any normal human scale, I am now wishing their imminent deaths.

Naturally, I am still the coward in all this because I will not do anything myself to cause another person to die. But the mental change is upsetting enough for me already. I desire Putin to die, right now.