Sorry, buddy, but you are engaged in what some would call magical thinking.

Let me translate the situation, so we both can see what the other is thinking.

I see you say that the original egg birthed an egg.

Let's assume that this is possible. But what is impossible is for the original egg to birth an egg without breaking itself.

We MUST have an original state whose original state does no longer exist as such.

This is not a matter of believing. This is a matter of structural thinking.

While it is indeed magical that we are alive and materialized, this does not give us carte blanche to turn the origin into a magician.

I am fine if you wish to believe God is a magician, Leon, but you can then not say that you are simply searching for truth in an endlessly satisfying quest.

You haven't broken your egg yet and I think it is time you break it.