The rabbi comes closest to how I see God. But before saying anything more, the true first question about God must be answered:

What did God use to create creation?

Only then can anyone talk about God. Prior to answering this question and it is just talking about what may be, and not about what is.

I recommend asking yourself what God used to create creation, and once you found the answer to look at your writing or at the Bible. It puts God in quite a different perspective, more in line with the rabbi.

https://fred-rick.medium.com/what-god-used-to-create-creation-8f4e2c1e85e9